After Zero

Republished in full on the official website: 2026-10-08; source version: Chinese manuscript dated 2026-10-08

Editor’s Introduction

Taste, Equality, and the Problem of Evaluation in Shoot Self with You

Abstract: Beginning with the on-site conversation in P4’s archival edit Does a Zero-Star Person Deserve an Audience?, this essay examines how aesthetic judgment can shift from the performance of a work to a person’s entitlement to exist. It distinguishes the evaluation of a work, assumptions about creative ability, the allocation of opportunities to appear in public, and demands on particular viewers’ attention. Kant’s judgment of taste, Bourdieu’s classifications of taste, and Rancière’s equality of intelligence form a three-way dialogue; Close-up provides a comparison for how an artistic identity acquires social force before a work has appeared. The essay proposes a “drift in the object of evaluation”: a local judgment about this particular performance can expand into a verdict on a whole person and their future. Resisting this expansion does not mean abolishing artistic differences. The equality worth establishing is not one in which all works receive the same assessment, but one in which participants need not first pass an examination in artistic rank to qualify for discussion about art.

• Shoot Self with You project page: background to the work and related historical articles.
• Public screening version / Shoot Self with You: the full screening version, identified separately from edits derived from the archive.
• Does a Zero-Star Person Deserve an Audience?: archive and film: a derivative edited clip; the original manuscript records an accessed span of 00:00–03:50; the recording date is not documented.

After Zero

Taste, Equality, and the Problem of Evaluation in Shoot Self with You

Relational Image Theory · Essay Six

Abstract: Beginning with the on-site conversation in P4’s archival edit Does a Zero-Star Person Deserve an Audience?, this essay examines how aesthetic judgment can shift from the performance of a work to a person’s entitlement to exist. It distinguishes the evaluation of a work, assumptions about creative ability, the allocation of opportunities to appear in public, and demands on particular viewers’ attention. Kant’s judgment of taste, Bourdieu’s classifications of taste, and Rancière’s equality of intelligence form a three-way dialogue; Close-up provides a comparison for how an artistic identity acquires social force before a work has appeared. The essay proposes a “drift in the object of evaluation”: a local judgment about this particular performance can expand into a verdict on a whole person and their future. Resisting this expansion does not mean abolishing artistic differences. The equality worth establishing is not one in which all works receive the same assessment, but one in which participants need not first pass an examination in artistic rank to qualify for discussion about art.

1. What I Object to Is Not a Zero Score, but a “Zero-Score Person”

I do not think a work must be judged gently.

Some works really do fail to work through the questions they pose. Some scenes demand prolonged attention without bringing about a sufficient change in experience. Viewers can be disappointed, critics can reject a work, and its makers can acknowledge: this time, we did not do it well.

But I remain alert to another, almost unnoticed shift: when a work receives a zero, why does a “zero-score person” appear?

The first statement still has an object, an occasion, and a limit in time. It concerns this work, this performance, or a particular degree of accomplishment. The second turns a judgment into a personal attribute. A work can still be revised, while a zero-score person seems to be making a last, desperate struggle even by revising it. What that person must prove is no longer the next work, but whether they deserve to go on occupying space.

I call this shift a drift in the object of evaluation. The problem is not that the score is too low, but that it quietly crosses the boundary of what it can judge.

Resisting this drift does not mean that art must give up distinctions. Quite the opposite: criticism can be truly exacting only when it knows what it is evaluating. It is easy to call a performance bad. Taking responsibility for judgment requires specifying where it fails, and why that failure belongs to the work rather than merely to one’s own discomfort.

I do not want to secure P4 the privilege of exemption from low scores. I want to know something else: when someone has received a low score, can they still take part in the same discussion as the person who gave it?

If not, scoring is no longer simply evaluating the past. It is also allocating in advance who gets to have a future.

2. Do Not Begin by Making Those Who Insist on Aesthetic Standards into Villains

The material examined here is P4’s publicly available three-minute-fifty-second archival clip Does a Zero-Star Person Deserve an Audience? and its accessible bilingual subtitles. The archive explicitly identifies it as an edited clip of material related to Shoot Self with You, rather than the complete film. The discussion below concentrates on the sequence of arguments within it; it does not merge the later title, commentary, and on-site statements into a single voice.^[1]

The conversation begins with a concern: poor performances will damage audiences’ trust in theatre; audiences will stop coming back, affecting both the market and the development of creative work. This is a prediction of consequences made by a speaker, not a statistical judgment by this essay about the actual situation of theatre in China.

The discussion then turns to what counts as a good work. One speaker stresses aesthetic maturity, arguing that creators need to understand different theatrical schools and cannot declare their present condition a style exempt from evaluation merely because this is what they happen to be doing.

But this demand is soon qualified: winning an audience’s acceptance does not mean that everyone must award the highest score. A work that has not yet reached the highest standard can still leave people looking forward to its maker’s next attempt.^[1]

This qualification must not be cut away.

If we retain only words such as standards, maturity, and market, we can easily cast the speaker as a gatekeeper persecuting experimentation. Yet the conversation suggests that this position also tries to leave room for incompleteness. Its demand is not necessarily immediate success, but that viewers should still be able to look forward to what comes next.

By contrast, another line of argument carries the question of scoring into people’s lives: since we already live in an environment of constant evaluation, does a low score strip someone of the right to perform, to have an audience, or to be loved?^[1]

I think the tension in this conversation comes precisely from two concerns, each with its own justification. One side worries that “uniqueness” will become an excuse not to learn or judge. The other worries that “not yet mature” will become a reason not to let certain people appear at all.

One side objects to a work declaring itself an exception; the other objects to evaluation declaring a person superfluous.

These positions are not inherently incompatible. The real question is why, within the same conversation, they increasingly seem to require choosing one or the other.

3. How Does an Evaluation Begin to Arrange Someone’s Future?

What a score most clearly does is compress.

Sound, rhythm, performance, structure, the experience of watching, and the questions posed by the maker are temporarily gathered into a number that is easy to compare. Compression is not inherently illegitimate. We can use it to express an overall judgment, just as a short conclusion can summarize a complex argument.

But a summary must be capable of being opened out again.

What exactly separates a three from a four? Is the technique still unstable? Is the structure repetitive? Has the work failed to bear the weight of its own question? Or am I simply unwilling to enter the mode of viewing it establishes? Without these distinctions, a number may be precise while the judgment remains vague.

More importantly, the use of the number can change. Initially it describes only a completed performance; later it may be used to decide who no longer needs to be watched seriously.

At that point, a work’s past begins to swallow its maker’s future.

A particular shortcoming is converted into a stable level of ability, and that stable ability into a position assigned to the person. They are no longer someone who did not do well this time, but someone believed capable of nothing else. Their next action has not yet happened, but the label from the previous one has already explained it in advance.

The danger of evaluation is not only that it may judge wrongly, but that it may abolish the need for judgment to continue.

A truly exacting critic must still confront the next work. Someone who has already delivered a verdict on identity apparently no longer needs to look. They know the category to which you belong, and therefore know what your new attempt will ultimately amount to.

What I object to is not comparison, but comparison becoming a kind of knowledge that no longer needs contact with its object.

4. Kant: Expecting Others’ Agreement Is Not the Same as Having Proof That Compels It

In the Critique of Judgment, Kant distinguishes personal gratification from a judgment of taste: when I call something beautiful, I am not simply reporting that I like it. I am also making a claim to validity beyond private preference. Yet this claim is not a proof deduced from a determinate concept. In Section 33, he also explains that the unanimous praise of others cannot replace a person’s own judgment of taste.^[2]

This opens up a distinction within one question raised by the conversation: hoping that viewers will agree and being able to prove that all viewers ought to agree are not the same capacity.

If I think a film is good, I can explain carefully how a particular sound changes a scene, why a pause cannot be cut, or why an edit gives a character complexity. I need not retreat to “everyone has their own preferences” and allow discussion to end at private feeling.

But these explanations still require you to look again. They cannot do your feeling for you in the way that the answer to an arithmetic problem can settle a calculation.

Kant’s account of pure taste cannot directly serve as a scorecard for experimental film. What I borrow here is the structure of judgment: it is neither satisfied with private liking nor equipped with a conceptual formula capable of forcing another person’s agreement.

On this basis, I am willing to understand serious criticism as an invitation: look again at this point; consider this sound together with the earlier movement; test whether your first impression was sufficient.

This is not the absence of a position. On the contrary, it asks critics to unfold their position instead of using numbers of supporters, credentials, or terminology to close discussion in advance.

Universality does not mean that a roomful of people has already agreed with me. It means that I cannot invoke “this is how I feel” as grounds for refusing to explain to others why I judge as I do.

Likewise, a viewer’s disagreement does not automatically establish a lack of ability. Someone can understand my argument, look again, and still disagree. Only if this possibility remains does aesthetic discussion avoid becoming an examination in disguise.

5. Bourdieu: Whose Path of Development Has Been Written as the Route Everyone Must Take?

In the conclusion to Distinction, Bourdieu analyzes taste as an acquired capacity to make distinctions. Through taste, people order objects and also disclose their own positions to others. Certain apparently natural distinctions between high and low, refined and coarse, cultivated and vulgar have histories of social formation. In particular, he reminds us that those who classify are themselves classified.^[3]

This question prevents “mature taste” from remaining entirely transparent.

Who defines maturity? Which kinds of knowledge count as foundations, and which experiences count only as personal stories? Why should a particular path through schools, reading, theatres, and networks of peers be treated as the only reasonable route into art for everyone?

These questions need to be asked. But Bourdieu cannot be made into an all-purpose weapon against expertise either.

The fact that a judgment has social conditions does not make it necessarily wrong. Knowing a critic’s class, education, and interests can help explain why they notice certain forms, but it cannot directly replace an examination of what they say.

Otherwise, we are simply exchanging two tests of eligibility: before, we refused to listen because you were not sufficiently professional; now, we refuse because you come from the professional system.

For P4, a more valuable approach is to separate learning from admission.

Studying the history of film and theatre can expand a maker’s choices, preventing them from mistaking limited experience for the whole field of possibilities. But if one must first know every school before being allowed to develop one’s own practice, learning becomes a door that keeps receding.

Knowledge can change how a person begins. It should not become the reason that person never quite qualifies to begin.

Conversely, beginning is not the end of learning. Having initiated a creative undertaking does not mean there is no further need to learn how others work. Openness and rigor are not enemies. What must be rejected is turning rigor into a barrier of status, or openness into self-enclosure.

6. Rancière: Equality Belongs at the Beginning, Not after Graduation

In his lecture The Emancipated Spectator, Rancière shifts equality from a reward for completed learning to a presupposition of the work. Equality of intelligence does not mean that all knowledge, skills, and results are identical. It means not assigning certain people in advance to a category of those who can only receive explanations and lack the capacity to understand independently. He also rejects the direct equation of looking with passivity: spectators, too, observe, compare, connect, and interpret.^[4]

What this position offers P4 is not the proposition that “everyone’s work is equally good.”

It makes a more difficult demand: even if you are not doing well now, I still treat you as someone capable of comparing, choosing, understanding, and revising, rather than as an object waiting for me to do your thinking for you.

Expertise is not abolished here. One person knows more about cinematography, another is more familiar with performance, another more sensitive to structure. These differences can become resources for working together.

What is abolished is a further inference: because I know more, only I can decide whether you possess the capacity to understand, and your disagreement with me can only be treated as evidence that you have not yet learned.

Placing equality at the beginning means that differences in knowledge do not automatically become differences between two kinds of people.

But it also places a reciprocal demand on the maker. If I acknowledge the viewer’s capacity for independent understanding, I cannot immediately demote a viewer who dislikes the work to someone insufficiently sensitive, ignorant of experimentation, or unwilling to face reality.

I can consider their judgment inadequate, continue arguing, and point out what they have missed. But the moment I say that only agreement proves understanding, supposedly open creation becomes a classroom requiring the correct answer once more.

Everyone’s ability to participate in artistic judgment is not the same as every judgment being equally accurate. The first makes argument possible; the second would deprive it of meaning.

7. Close-up: Why Does Someone Need to Borrow a Director’s Name?

Abbas Kiarostami’s Close-up centers on Hossein Sabzian’s impersonation of the director Mohsen Makhmalbaf, with those involved participating in reenactments of their own experiences. The film places identity, the desire for cinema, and social position within a single structure. A related screening introduction also notes that Sabzian includes the wish to be respected in his account of his actions.^[5]

This comparison is not intended to prove that P4 repeated Close-up, still less to equate the situations of different people. It clarifies another question: even before someone has produced a work, an artist’s name may already have organized relations for them.

In my reading, the power of the borrowed name lies not only in the fantasy that “I have become someone else.” It also exposes a classification that precedes the work: some statements become more worth hearing because they are believed to come from a director, while the same statements from an unknown person may not carry the same weight.

For a time, the name provides a guarantee of ability.

This allows us to reconsider the idea of zero. A person’s work may not yet have been seen, but their résumé, manner of speaking, or social position has already led others to imagine them as a maker of a particular rank.

Of course, this does not automatically justify impersonation. Nor does the intellectual value of Close-up depend on viewers declaring deception unimportant. It allows us to see both the problem with the act and the way a society allocates in advance who deserves to be heard.

P4’s challenge can acquire a more concrete direction here: letting people without an established artistic identity begin should not merely mean hoping to discover an unrecognized master among them. Otherwise, the unknown person still needs future fame to retrospectively validate their worth today.

The real difficulty is this: even if this person will never become a famous director, do we still acknowledge that they can seriously organize an experience here and now?

This does not demand equal renown. It refuses to make renown the sole legitimate birth certificate of creative ability.

8. A Three-and-a-Half-Point Future: Goodwill Can Also Demand Constant Appreciation in Value

In the on-site conversation, acceptance of a score of three and a half or four stars is linked to continuing anticipation of the next work. This does not reject a developing maker; on the contrary, it tries to preserve a future for what remains unfinished.^[1]

I want to take this goodwill seriously.

But it also raises a further question: does someone deserve to be watched now only if they show a tendency to become better in the future?

If the answer is always yes, tolerance may take the form of an investment. Today’s shortcomings can be accepted because they seem to promise tomorrow’s higher returns. Growth has not disappeared, but it has become a condition for approving someone’s present existence.

This future differs from the possibility of revising a work. It begins to require the maker to submit, beyond the works themselves, a continuously rising curve.

I am not against encouragement, nor do I think that hoping someone becomes stronger is cruel. Helping a person acquire greater capacities can be an important part of friendship and education.

What I object to is making “there is still room to grow” the only reason worth keeping someone around. A person may not continue making art, or may produce only a single immature work that nevertheless moves us in certain places. Their need for art does not necessarily organize itself along a path of professional advancement.

For some creative acts, what matters is not that they announce a future master, but that here and now they accomplish an expression no one else has accomplished for them.

Today’s work should not merely be a down payment on tomorrow’s great work.

Whether that local expression succeeds artistically still requires judgment, of course. But the judgment should confront what it has actually done, rather than asking only whether its maker merits continued investment.

9. Deserving a Place in Public Does Not Entitle Someone to Demand That Everyone Watch

The question “Does a zero-score person not deserve an audience?” is powerful because it brings the exclusion that artistic ranking can produce directly into view.^[1]

Yet this question contains two different demands.

One is: the fact that I have not yet gained recognition should not lead anyone to decide in advance that my work deserves to encounter no one at all.

The other is: because I need to be seen, you ought to become my audience and give me a response sufficient to sustain my continuing creation.

The first resists the cancellation of opportunity; the second may lay claim to particular others’ time and judgment. Neither follows from the other.

I can support someone’s continuing to perform while disliking this particular performance. I can think that a space should accommodate nonprofessional creation while not wanting to buy a ticket for every event. And after watching attentively, I can conclude that a formal passage has not worked.

This is not a betrayal of equality. If viewers can demonstrate goodwill only through agreement, they too lose their own position.

Respect for makers and respect for audiences must therefore proceed together. We cannot, on one hand, oppose experts’ use of standards to exclude makers and, on the other, demand that audiences suspend standards out of sympathy.

Viewers are not guarantors of a maker’s worth as a person. Nor should a maker be wholly defined by one viewer’s disappointment.

Only when both sides relinquish this excessive power can artistic judgment continue without every discussion escalating into a dispute over who has harmed whose entitlement to exist.

10. When Concepts Also Start Scoring the Conversation

This material does not stop at the distinction between works and people. The later discussion turns to whether the weak should be allowed to remain weak and whether encouragement implies a demand to become stronger. The term “social Darwinism” appears. Another voice immediately questions whether it is necessary to introduce a label so quickly: could ordinary language first make the issue clear?^[1]

I think this is not an incidental quarrel about terminology, but the entire problem of evaluation recurring at the level of language.

Concepts initially help us recognize structures. But within a particular conversation they may also establish positions of knowledge: who can name, who needs to look up a word, and whose experience must wait for someone else to explain its true meaning.

This does not mean that theoretical vocabulary is inherently arrogant. Without concepts, some recurring relations are difficult to identify. A name can connect isolated feelings of unease and help people recognize that the problem is not theirs alone.

But a name cannot replace reasoning.

Does encouraging others to develop their abilities already amount to understanding society through competition and elimination? Does concern for artistic quality amount to worship of the strong? The analysis must continue; a term cannot deliver the entire verdict merely because it is sharp enough.

Likewise, those who object to terminology must answer a question: are they asking theory to explain itself clearly, or using “don’t label things” to evade a structure that really does exist?

Neither side is automatically justified.

A concept’s real power lies not in making the other person look insufficiently read, but in whether it helps both sides know more specifically what they are arguing about.

I am particularly willing to apply this sentence to my own writing. If theory can endlessly tell P4 what it is really doing, yet cannot be forced to revise itself by a participant’s question, then theory too becomes another aesthetic hierarchy.

11. Opposing Scores Can Also Generate a New Sense of Superiority

I do not want to end this essay with a stance against expertise.

Resistance to standards can establish standards of its own: incompleteness is truer than completeness, the underground freer than the public sphere, disorder more alive than order, and incomprehensibility to the general public stronger proof of the avant-garde than being liked.

These are possible logics against which we need to be vigilant, not characterizations of every P4 work. Their problem is that they do not abolish hierarchy; they merely exchange the names at its two ends.

Maturity once excluded immaturity; now immaturity may become a qualification higher than maturity. The less a work can be judged, the more important it is declared to be. The less others understand it, the more this is taken to prove that they remain trapped in an old system.

At this point, experimentation no longer means accepting uncertainty about the outcome. It becomes protection against having to acknowledge that one may not have done something well.

I think what most deserves defense in egalitarian creation is not that everyone should be praised, but that everyone can participate in discussion both as someone who judges and as someone who is judged.

This includes allowing a beginner to express dissatisfaction with an accomplished work, and allowing others to point out problems in the beginner’s work seriously. We cannot permit only criticism directed upward while treating every specific criticism directed downward as oppression. Still less can “upward” and “downward” become permanently fixed positions assigned to people in advance.

A person need not first become a master to qualify to criticize a master. Nor does not yet being a master entitle that person to demand that others stop criticizing them.

Whether judgment can move between different positions matters more than whether everyone receives a uniform high score.

12. The Form of This Footage: Those Who Judge Also Become Objects of Judgment

The cinematic character of this material does not lie merely in its discussion of a question related to cinema.

The accessible dialogue moves through market consequences, aesthetic maturity, expectations for the future, people’s eligibility, and disputes over theoretical naming. Each shift exposes new premises beneath a judgment that had seemed sufficiently clear in the previous round. Because this is an edited clip, the sequence available to viewers also includes later organization; it cannot be described as the unselected entirety of the original occasion.^[1]

At first, the audience appears as an aggregate that will leave if a performance is poor. Then it becomes people capable of anticipating a maker’s development. Later, having an audience becomes a question about one’s entitlement to exist. “Audience” remains the same word throughout the discussion, yet it has taken on several different functions.

The position of those assigning scores also keeps changing. Those who propose maturity as a standard must explain maturity; those who oppose ranking people must explain equality; those who introduce concepts must answer for the way they use them.

The footage therefore does more than record several viewpoints. It shows how viewpoints change shape after being questioned.

I understand this as a rendering visible of relations of judgment: evaluation no longer stands outside the work, but becomes a set of actions that particular people are carrying out upon one another.

What is truly valuable in cinema at this point is not that it supplies one side with the most forceful statement. It makes us feel that every standard which seems capable of ending the argument must itself remain answerable to further explanation.

If the editing retained only an impassioned question about the dignity of those assigned zero, the essay could easily acquire the correct position while losing its thought. If it retained only the insistence on mature taste, it could turn learning into an unanswerable admonition.

The complexity of the form lies in judgment’s failure to gain immunity simply because the person judging has finished speaking.

The footage brings us face to face with the work, those evaluating it, and how those evaluators respond to others’ challenges to their judgments.

13. Exacting Criticism Should Be More Specific Than a Score

This essay is ultimately not a manifesto against scoring. Numbers can sometimes summarize judgments, and short assessments have their uses. But once a score enters serious discussion, it needs to be unfolded again into reasons open to dispute.

I can say that a scene drags, but I must also explain which changes fail to occur, which repetition merely reconfirms the same information, and why the duration does not produce a new way of seeing. I must also acknowledge that another viewer may have discerned changes in the same stretch of time that I failed to notice.

This is a concretization of judgment, not a reduction of every aesthetic question to a technical inspection.

Art can sometimes change the scale by which it is evaluated. We may initially measure a passage of footage by narrative progression, then discover that it is organizing a different relation of sounds. Rigor does not only mean requiring a work to meet existing standards. It also means being willing to check whether we have asked the wrong question.

Yet changing standards must not become a work’s improvised means of escaping criticism. The new standard, too, must be capable of explaining details, rather than simply renaming flaws.

I want Relational Image Theory to undertake a clear task here: to return judgment to relations and forms as they unfold, rather than awarding P4 a theoretical identity that is always right.

If a concept can only enhance a work’s prestige without increasing our ability to discern differences, it is not yet a sufficiently good critical tool.

Being exacting does not mean making a statement impossible to refute. It means articulating its reasons clearly enough to be refuted precisely.

Criticism can then become more than the drawing of distinctions between high and low. It can also be a process through which different viewers reorganize their perception.

Conclusion: Equality Does Not Mean That Every Work Should Receive Five Stars

I want to retain the difficulty posed by this conversation to the end, rather than securing victory for any one of its voices.

Art needs distinctions. Without them, praise loses its weight and failure can no longer become a question for continued inquiry.

But people’s eligibility to create and judge cannot be granted entirely by a particular act of distinction. Otherwise, those most in need of beginning must first prove that they have already completed something, while those who have not yet obtained the conditions for expression lose the opportunity to enter because they lack results.

The equality worth establishing, then, does not consist in calling everyone a master, giving every work the same score, or requiring viewers to surrender praise in exchange for a maker’s sincerity.

It consists in acknowledging, even when a work may fail, that its maker can understand criticism, offer counterexamples, change their practice, or alter our earlier judgment through another work.

Likewise, it acknowledges that a viewer need not first be educated by the maker into an ideal viewer to qualify to say that they remain unconvinced.

These two capacities must coexist. Otherwise, equality becomes either protection for the maker or management of the audience, rather than a condition for judging together.

Works may differ in quality. Those participating in judgment should not therefore be divided in advance into people who can think and people who cannot.

I want to continue studying P4 not to prove that it deserves the highest score, but because it brings the contradiction between creative eligibility and the evaluation of works into the works themselves. It forces us to ask: when we evaluate art, are we distinguishing forms, or using forms to distinguish which people deserve to exist?

After zero, a work may indeed need to be remade.

But a person should not therefore lose their place alongside the evaluator in discussing “why zero?”

I can say that this work has not succeeded. But I still need to explain to you why it has not succeeded, rather than using that conclusion to prove that you should never have been here in the first place.

Notes on Sources and Materials

Written on October 8, 2026.

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[1] P4 Theater, Does a Zero-Star Person Deserve an Audience?; YouTube ID: wCS8zA7yozw. The P4 archive records an accessed span of 00:00–03:50; the recording date is not documented. Official entry: https://a.p4theater.cn/archive/items/does-a-zero-star-person-deserve-an-audience . Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCS8zA7yozw . On October 8, 2026, this essay’s preparation included reading the bilingual subtitles through a connected video-transcription tool. The subtitles do not provide sentence-level timestamps and include later summarizing statements. Accordingly, this essay invents no sentence-level timecodes, does not treat editorial commentary as the participants’ own words, and does not extrapolate shots, actions, or expressions from subtitles. Direct quotation is limited to a few clearly identifiable words and phrases; the rest summarizes the structure of the conversation. This material is an archival derivative edit related to Shoot Self with You. It is not presented here as a verified continuous passage from the full film.